Diary of Danitra

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Holy Spirit, help me Lord!  You are the creator of the heavens and the earth Lord, God.  You are the father of all creation.  You are the beginning and the end the one who was is and is to come, you are the way the truth and the light lord God.  Thank you for your word made flesh and for being revealed to us daily lord God so that we may acknowledge our sins and say we're not worthy Lord, God, help us to humble ourselves and to be grateful lord God.  Thank you Lord God Thank you Lord God Thank you Lord God.  Thank you for being a strongtower lord God, thank you for being a refuge father God.  The greatest of all Lord God, thank you for finding us worthy of this breath we breathe lord God, Hallelujah!  Thank you Father God for life thank you for your healing lord God!  Thank you for your nurturing and your correction lord God.  Thank you for the reminders that we have to keep hearing and hearing and hearing and bless us everytime.  Hallelujah!  Thank you Holy Spirit for your leading, your guiding, your nudging and your urging lord God.  We are not perfect, but we are perfected in you Lord God.  Help us to not walk without you lord God, help us to not talk without you Lord God.  Help us to love ourselves more lord God, help us to love you more God, help us to live longer lord God, help us to love longer lord God.  Lord have your way in our lives lord God.  Help us to know you more, help us to seek your word, help us to understand the power and the power of our words and how are words are weapons, but not just words lord God, your word!  Thank you lord God, Thank you Lord God, Thank you Lord God!  Thank you for the ability to type this prayer, thank you for the movement of my limbs lord God, for the voice you gave me lord God, thank you for the voice you've planted in all of us lord God.  Help us to use the gifts lord God to glorify you and your name lord God.  Help us to grow from the hard times, to learn from our shortfalls, to know your voice more and more each day lord God.  Forgive us for not casting it all on you lord God in a timely manner, but Lord you know our hearts lord God, you know the desire of the hearts that love you Lord God, I love you lord God, thank you Lord God, thank you lord God, thank you Lord God.  JESUSSSS!!!!  Thank you lord God, Thank you Lord God, Thank you Lord God.

Mmmmmmmmm people just don't know how good the holy spirit is!  Those that know, know.  Jesus!!!!!  I pray that more do.  Lord I'm so thankful.  If it wasn't for you lord God, Idk where I'd be, but I'm thankful.    

God only talked about the dew in the Old Testament as a reminder that God's grace runs out.

Everyone holds tight to God's blessings but I heard once that the devil answers prayers too.  I heard that the devil acts on God's authority, either ordained or allowed.  God said there is power in His word, in our tongues and in our choice.  God gave us free will not so that we could figure everything out.  There 's a reason he said not to eat of that forbidden fruit. 

People have to realize that God is the only person, man or woman, that can, is, does, and knows everything.  

I've been told often, that I have a knowitall spirit.  I pray about it, trust me I do, because above all I know God!

It pains me how I come off sometimes.  I absolutely love people, but loving people through your hurt is a challenge that doesn't end.  With all the grief, hurt, ignorance, stupid, and disgusting things that we as people do, we get things twisted.

God granted us grace and I heard it said also, that that gets taken for granted.  People don't even realize how far away they've fallen...not only from God but from themselves and the person that they have always desired in their hearts to be.  You can't give up because it gets hard.  When it gets hard you give it up to God.  We don't earn it and we surely do not deserve His perfect love.  It is a gift to be alive today and half of us don't say it or think it because we got it.  We say we got God and throw away the key part in that we have the responsibility to continue to live out His word and His commandments in order for us to walk according to His will.

Lord God, I thank you for your goodness.   I didn't know waking up today that I would hear what felt like a tailormaid message from every source I sought.   Service in Chicago, service in Oklahoma, service here, service beyond those places, God spoke clearly.

Conversation with my family today, God spoke clearly.  God does when you ask him to and you seek him for it.  You can't let yourself get sidetracked by what God is doing in you and in your circumstance or situation.  Focus.  Focus in on God's word.  Ask Him.  Pray that you gain peace that surpasses all understanding.  Pray a prayer of thanksgiving that says no matter what Lord, God, I thank you!  And I trust you!  Lord, God help us right now to know you more for ourselves.  With man it is impossible but not with you and your word and your light and your might and your counsel and your everlasting power lord God.  Thank you for always being there even when we do fall short Father God.  Thank you for forgiveness and for helping us to remain humble.  Thank you for the challenges lord God that allow us to see your grace and feel your mercy.  Thank you for your magnificence and for what we believe is still coming lord.

You wouldn't have brought us this far if you were done with us and we're thankful lord God every day that you're not done with us yet.

Thankful for your goodness Lord God, thank you for your mercy.  

The first instance of grace in the Bible was also the last which we learn about in the story of Noah.  God said that he wouldn't flood the earth again, but what are we doing for God to make Him wanna hold up His end of the bargain.

Revelations is very real, and while it may not be a flood to wipe out the earth, we've seen plenty of natural disaster...do we want more?

We have a choice every day.  We choose every day what we focus our hearts and energy towards.

Focus it more towards yourself and to God, God will complete the work that your hands aren't equipped for when you trust him.

Thank you Lord God for never giving up on us.  Thank you Lord God for being our cheerleader and for creating the perfect elements that align our paths.  Thank you for your leading and your example of what it means to love, live, and worship.

Happy Sunday everyone

Earned or Deserved? Dew = the grace of God

Amen.  

The strategy involved in mass media production and marketing is  questionable, but not many individuals inquire .  Capitalism overconsumed, convoluted vulture culture still, and people painted hypocritical based on their own unique contributions to society or lack thereof.  

I feel I've not contributed enough and in efforts to bring peace and create better spaces for growth and healing, this world must be addressed.

Will it be solved in our lifetime?  Perhaps or perhaps not?  Regardless, our time spent is of the most value.

Let's talk about the it.  Perfection?  Will it ever happen?  A broad majority will report that it is unattainable due to our sinful nature, while the believer that I am understands JEsus as the second coming, arriving in a realm of infinite possibility.  The day the earth stood still was a movie or something I think, I don't know, don't believe I've seen it, but I see it as feasible.  With respect to time zone differences, have not all nobel and reputable individuals successfully transgressed barriers in the bounds of day to day function for nearly all of mankind, if not many in their lifetime?  That sounds like something perfect.

We are not innately this way, no one is, that is fact...but for something to be perfect, executed perfectly, without error, without blemish, perfection is something that can be demonstrated.

That's what the media has been for quite some time now.  A mass demonstration of perfection as it captures a multitude of sins, sorry, human charachteristics and common flaw.  The media is the holding place for culture, the archives of which we have all have access.  Thereby, we invite confusion.  Slowly we allow our thoughts to be inundated with what we see instead of who we are.  We fight our natural urges and the need to face ourselves in the mirror by "masking our errors and deciding what's fair or disguising the things that define our most obvious perceptions."  Most people don't talk about who they are, they talk about what they've done.  The technological advancements of society and permissible ignorance and promotion of narcissism whilst people are suffering everywhere is wild behavior.  What's the point of any movement that does not move or goes nowhere?  We're persistent in that ish and it's truly devastating and deplorable.  Trauma at the tips of our fingers and not even by choice, how are we not realizing the malnutrition in so much of what we are willfully ingesting.

HAS EVERYONE GIVEN UP??????????????

I don't believe it but what I have in me isn't a fight to make things happen it's a fire and passion for people to be seen and at minimum able to self express safely.  I'd argue that many people don't know themselves, buried in commodities and materlististic things not even able to fathom being without.

Give it up.

Give something up.

All of our lives are precious because all of who God is, is incredible matchless beauty.

Who doesn't want more of that? 

If one person is worth being kind to, and you choose not to assist when asked and able to for another, are you in right position with the God that you serve?

[I don't serve a God!] 

Okay you don't serve a God, so you're just inconsistent?  A liar?  Someone who doesn't follow through?  An idol worshipper?  Do you feel justified?  Why one person but not the other? 

Can mass demonstration just be respect for the land and for life?

Please understand.  As I write I heal.

Writing was a form of coping granted to me as an adolescent.  Gifted to me when genuine friendship and love still needed much more definining.  Love to me was physical.  I filled empty spaces with faces that made me face many unknowns.  Robbers, thieves, liars, used me like a hoe.  My mind was twisted, thought the gifts that I'd been gifted were man's glory to behold and yet here I sit with my gifts cold.  Chillin on ice asking myself what is the price of mismanging, how do I get it right.  Successful when it comes to others but traces of me dwindling just in front of my eyes.  Surprisingly, it's growin more fine to me.  I'm so okay not being at the forefront of things because I love a good team and so much more prefer God's leading.  I love when people come together.  I love when people share their giftings.

God made us creators and gave some of us special abilities, all of us however are makers of things; we have talents, we have callings.

For so long I wondered why things happen how they did, but God has had me hid with good reason.

A month now until my next birthday, I'm gonna start claiming it all this season.

Passive income increasing, less stressing, less needing, healthy growth, healthy breathing, healthy body, more believing, eating good, feeding others, balance, more love from brothers, an increase in and for my sister friends, the tearing down of strongholds buried deep within, entaglements sharply severed to not desire them again, peace, friendship, more comfort in him, a better home, more feelings of safety, more do, less deny, more yes, less cry and questioning why, eagerness at the right time, anxiety subsiding, depression not residing, learning, teaching, getting things done, smiling, repositioning, gifted again, able to move on.

I'm so grateful, telling fear it don't live here, listening to God, turning and tuning my ear.  Joy and laughter permanently floating in the air.  Gratitude, thanksgiving, good holiday cheer.  Grief filled memories draw near for people who live and lived sincere.  Still a form of gifting seeing God's sovereignty....uplifting.

Help us celebrate this season and recognize who we can be.  Guard us against slumber amidst the attacks of the enemy.  Our lives have been gifted, help us to always be cheerful in our giving, let it hold meaning, help us to know what's for sharing.  Let us know your plans clearly Lord, help us to not delay, help us to pray and to understand our strength, our confidence in you.  Remind us that who we are and what we do are the testimony to who we are in you.

Thank you father God, for the gift of knowing you. 

All the time, we hear "wait,"..."have patience."

As I was doing some reading this morning, I noticed something.  While we are instructed to wait, there the enemy lies.  The Bible talks about the benefit of waiting but also how dangerous it is. What do you do while you wait?

Most people in a lobby or at the bus stop or anywhere these days are on their phone.  

Now that I'm making time to read more for leisure, I like to bring a book with me, maybe some people are reading on their phones, who knows?

All I know is that what you do while you wait matters.  Does what you're doing while waiting add to you or are you legit killing time?

Time is so precious.

The waiting period is such an encompassing timeframe, it can dictate so much in your next steps forward.

My recommendation, not that anyone asked me, "whistle while you..." 

Hahaha just kidding but seriously, stay busy doing something that is pleasing to your soul and to your spirit, something that doesn't take away from you as a person or take away from being ready and in position for the day the wait ends.

Focusing on someone else while you wait, probably not the most valuable either, find your balance, address needs before wants, set some priorities.  Don't just sit moping and mindless scrolling, while you wait, make sure that your own intended actions aren't cause for or forcibly delay.